hi guys! actually, i have a blog but i was too lazy to write even a single article in it. not only was i lazy but because i was really too busy because there are so many things to do... one is the cheering competition, which i have to admit that the sophies were so banga! bwahahaha (even though i was one of them) !!Ü we were obviously beaten by the freshmen who were really good! there was the intramurals, and i have to soak under the sun, blowing the whistle, and shouting, "half-time!" in other words, i was one of the referees of the soccer games during intrams. it was cool though, being the referee of the third and fourth year games. but what was cool was the "tan lines" i got because of exposure under the heat of the sun. but still, it was tiring and sometimes, people just get mad at you because they think they're right when they're not. and just because they're older than me doesn't mean they can look down on me. no, no, no...
and again, the week after the intramurals came the science month. and guess what we made as our project? a TAMARAW!! it was so unfair because ours was big and the other section's project was just a bird or something. during the meetings, there was this time when we almost lost hope in making the tamaraw. but we still made it. and because of our group's effort in one week's time, we made it to the top 5. we never made it to the top 3 but at least, even though it wasn't that attractive, our tamaraw was displayed in the main lobby of our school. now that's fantastic!
just this morning, we had our first class presentation in the morning assembly, where all students of xavier universtiy high school are going to gather inside the covered courts. i was assigned for the prayer and it turned out just fine. for the play, well, it was funny and very good. we received do many comments from people that our presentation was good. and i think they're definitely right.
let's talk about another topic... what about boys?? hehehe!Ü well, for people who are close to me, they know that i am trying to have a new life and a new habit, meaning: no thinking about boys, make assignments before the day they're supposed to be passed and always be neat. it started 19 hours ago. first day wasn't bad. though i'm not suppose to have a crush, i still can't shut my mouth everytime he's there. so i'll tell you the story...
my crush is about three classrooms away from ours. his name is... uhm.. am i suppose to say that? i guess not! so we'll just name him beckham (since he was once a soccer varsity in his former school). this beckham guy is a crush of mine two years ago. i met him at an IQ challenge or a quiz bee. he was representing for his school together with his classmate and i was representing mine. we won 1st place and after it was announced, we shook each other's hand and never met for how many weeks. and then we saw each other again. he was wearing his glasses but wore a different attire. this time he was carrying his soccer studs and wore, of course, a soccer outfit. i bet he didn't remember me, but i do.
and then, for the third time around, year 2004, i saw him receiving his award on the stage with his usual glasses. the moment i heard his last name, i wondered if this was the same guy that i beated when we were still in grade school. i was right. it only took a minute for me to fall in love with him (don't take love too seriously; in my vocabulary, love is infatuation.Ü)... and i asked my friend who was in the same section with him. my intuitions were right. it was him! the genius, the soccer player, my crush! and since that day, i told everyone about him. and the next thing i knew, the whole class of favre (his section) was teasing me to beckham.
i thought that the intriga would only last for how many days, maybe less than a week, but till now since the day i saw him, everybody was saying, "hi****!" or "yam, naa si ****!" i was too embarrassed to ever go out again. sometimes, i can't just go into the girls' CR because their classroom is just beside the CR. i'm afraid they might tease me again. i guess it's been a month since i had a crush on him. i thought of other guys in my life and wondered why on earth did he came and why i can't replace him??? it's hard to find another guy like him, you know! he's just my type, my kind of guy... not nerdy, just smart, simple, quiet, mysterious type...
so i decided to stop my "boy-watching." i guess it's time for me to give a little break on boys. i am only testing myself if i can really do it. well, i did rave a little about him today. that's a good improvement. i'm just doing this because i don't want to focus on boys and i don't want to get disappointed like if they like another girl. it would totally depress me.
so this is for today. long eh? this is meriam signing out! hehehe!Ü
