mardi, juin 21, 2005
confessions of a workaholic
i'm a person who loves work. i am a living droid. without work, i cannot live; and without it, i have no outlet in life.
during the summer, i anticipated this school-year as a "golden year." because first and foremost, i am a part of the yearbook staff, the light cavalry and the captain of the soccer team. but it seems that this year will go awry. sarcastically speaking, i wasn't traumatized when candy told me that the maximum number of clubs is 2. no more, no less. and worse, we only had to be an officer for ONE club. life isn't fun with two clubs. i love work for crying out loud!! i'd rather be busy than do nothing at all. i had to give up my life, which is soccer... how i wish i could still play. mam gen and father cris might ban me from playing because LC is so demanding. i was hopefully praying if i could be the associate editor for the yearbook. pero yun nga... i am an officer of light cavalry; a representative... which is not obvious because SC no longer existed. i could not feel the leadership in me no more. maybe a little.
ewan ko ba...
but the good thing is, i'm not alone. "
misery loves company," they always say, which is inevitable for me.
candy, too, is depressed about this two-clubs-only thing... we talked about it and looked for father cris to talk to him. but we could not find him. we were so in glum that we ate at greenwhich and blissfully talked about anything, EXCEPT clubs. i'm so glad that there was someone whom i could talk to despite the absence of my sisters. she's like a sister to me; we talk everyday, go home together and her smile makes me happy. i'm relieved whenever i talk to her.
i am also relieved that now i finally blogged. blogging is one way of squeezing out my feelings and thoughts. and this depression can no longer stay inside my heart. it would only cause stress and it would make me look older (+_+). so instead, i publicized everything here. and yes, it made me feel better. and stronger.
PS. tuesdays suck. can you believe that ALL of the subjects we've taken up today had quizzes!?!?! SURPRISE quizzes to be exact!!! my hand is killing me!! we had geometry and algebra all in one day, with the same teacher!! now i'm confused... and i missed soccer practice. i'm not officially out of the soccer team. i wish i won't be.
PSS. spurs won by a point in
game 6. mortifying. they could've won by ten points or twenty. but one?!? +b
PSSS. our class,
3-Josephus Pignatelli has a new site, but it's not yet done. we also have a
blog. pero ala pang laman...:b
PSSSS. please pray for the soul of cardinal sin who just died this morning, 6am.
PSSSSS. new harry potter pictures for the fourth installment
here!!! :D
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tsin-sui n'
kitoy.. i need some call from you... love you. :D
yayam parked her beetle at 8:04 PM
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