mercredi, juin 15, 2005
innocent girl turns bad... real bad...
my life wasn't like that of a party. studies were always my first priorities. it hurts me so bad to see a friend of mine turning out to be one of the school b*tches. i know she never would have turned into that path if it wasn't for this girl and her family problems. drinking is not a solution to problems. and yet, she drank beer and learned to smoke eventually. who would have thought that an innocent and smart girl, who love to study, disappeared and came back and became the exact opposite : unmotivated, flirt, foul-mouthed. a "junior plastic" as the movie
mean girls stated it. and to think that she's hanging on a grants-in-aid scholarship. everybody in the class wants her back. not the new *ela, but her old self who would never be satisfied because of a single mistake. not only did it shock me and my classmates, but the teachers as well. why did she have to belong to this group who call themselves "beautiful" when all they can think of are boys and parties. i define beautiful as nice, sweet, smart and knows the importance of purity and the real meaning of love. love, for them, is hanging out with their boy every week and sometimes having two to three boyfriends at a time. and i just heard recently that ela have 18 boyfriends; all at the same time. they only treat them as "alalay" and their kisser. nothing else. no love or whatsoever is involved in their relationships. having Fun is their policy, with a capital F. i could sometimes hear them talking and asking each other when their next gig will be or sometimes asking other unidentified people if their going to party that night. i wanna help her, i mean THEM, but it seems that they've been totally driven to the dark side. too bad.
this is not a problem anymore. it's an issue. they've had too much of drinking and partying and yes, cheating. please pray for them.
***i changed her name in case someone who knows her might read this post.
yayam parked her beetle at 6:50 PM
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