dimanche, août 14, 2005
when yayam falls in love...
the heck, im not. in the nearer future maybe. im not ready to be the center of someone else's universe. not yet. i don't know how love works really. an unexplained indistinguishable supernatural force binds two lovers ceaselessly. how amazing.
i wonder what made my dad fall in love with my mom?? was it love at first sight?? or was it the friends-became-lovers affair?? i never had the chance to ask them... or maybe i did, my mind might still be juvenile that time and now i forgot all about it... either of the two.
and when am i gonna find my
soulmate... if there is such thing...
before, my sisters told me that if a couple wore shirts with the same color on the same day, they're soulmates. i used to believe that when i was still fresh in high school. my adolescent mind was new to courting, snogging and even fashion. i disgust people who had boyfriends or girlfriends. especially girls who had boyfriends in the higher years. (i.e., freshie + senior). what disgusts me even more are girls who chitchat about you-know-what like it's a necessity. for me, it was unnatural and twisted. funny for i thought that you only had to date someone in your age. and to think that my parents' age gap is 6 years. i knew that. but i was in high school. i knew that sort of freakish thing wasn't right. or so i thought.
as i gradually became aware of the things not introduced to me in elementary, i also got to know more about womanhood. well, i was right about you-know-what... sex (i just have to say it) is a sacred, divine matter that two people do to testify their love for each other. it's not just a game or whatsoever. when people intercourse, it's because they feel a certain kind of affection (love, that is) for each other, and not just meer infatutaion or obsession. and smart people do it on the right time, in the right place. when teens have sex before they're even married... yuck. that's all i can say.
girls, be careful of your body, too. boys are sometimes cunning. in some cases, they will make you believe that they're in love with you when all they want is your body. it's unfair. women are not here as recreation of men. we have the right to be respected at all times.
i can't believe i just wrote something about it. but you have the right to know.
ok stop this! let's go back to love stories. the most romantic story i have ever heard was a walk to remember.
what's yours? :)
yayam parked her beetle at 5:44 PM
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